久しぶりね～ I haven't been here 4 way too long... not much things 2 write abt anyway... my life is not mundane, but stuffs aren't so special or worth- writing... Most of the time it's only abt me traveling and being torn btw guilts and temptations... And my procrastination ability and slacking skill are undefeatable, as ever...

God, my dad's getting paranoid. Up until now we can't forget about my uncle's tragic death. And then yesterday, another news came about one of my dad's childhood friend being passed away, perhaps have caused a huge damage to my dad's brain. He kept talking rubbish now and then, about how he'd want to be buried or something like i don't need to keep his picture because he doesn't think my children in the future would ever know who their grandad is. I mean, what the heck is that? I know my uncle and his friend passed away while they are still in their 50s, and my dad's at around the same age. But then what's the big deal? People are dying everywhere. It's just the older you get, the more people kicking the bucket you'll be able to see. Why my dad couldn't just stop making a big fuss out of it? God, i'm so tired of this... my uncle had passed away for two years and and my has been acting way for the whole time... what can i do now to earase that weird thinking of his ????

Hmm... Haven't been blogging 4 quite some time.. well basically coz i'm kinda busy wiz schoolworks (supposedly) and recently the game called plans vs. zombies has been driving me crazy. Yeah it's juz so addictive and there were times when i found myself being late for classes because of it =.=

Woot~ I've finished binding another book... 3rd one this week ^^so far my skill can be considered somewhat improving... at least there's no paper wasted this time :)

arg.. cannot stand myself =.= i woke up this morning juz to find a pair of slippers sitting happily on the end table. Yes, the one next to my bed.. the alarm clock was there too, landing upside down. wondering how on earth the slippers can end up there, obviously not by themselves.. Well, i guess it's not that unusual for someone like me, since i can normally find myself sleeping on a packet of instant noodles, or pieces of clothes, or worse, my textbooks.

This morning i had to shove away all the clutters on the desk so that i can locate my mouse. The keyboard was half- hidden, too. And it resulted in an bigger mess on the floor.

I guess it's why my mind seems to be of a big mess recently. Well, living condition is indeed having a great impact on human's emotions after all. Yup, the fact that i'm under some kind of an emo season recently is an undeniably good example for this.. Man.. i desperately want to clean my room but really dunno where to start =.=

I know that I’m not alone, and never be. Knowing that I’m always filled with love and definitely not lacking of any material things. Then why there are times when there’s an emptiness that doesn’t stop creeping all over me? I wonder where it has gone, the normal joyful and sunny side off me. Or is it because of the weather that I’ve turned out totally gloomy? I’m not sure whether it’s because weather can effect a person’s emotion, or perhaps I’m turned somewhat sensitive out off sudden? But want thing I know for sure is that my mood swings badly during heaty days, heh.

And why am I so busy out of sudden? Recently there's a restless feeling that overwhelms me and I'm stuck =.= or am really I become that emo???

Heh, didn't really write anything for so long, since i'm not patient enough waiting for the page to load =.= can't keep blaming the internet 4ever, though.

What good is it, my brothers, if someone says he has faith but does not have works? Can that faith save him? If a brother or sister is poorly clothed and lacking in daily food, and one of you says to them, "Go in peace, be warmed and filled," without giving them the things that needed for the body, what good is that? So also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead.

Haven't really blogged for quite long.. i'm a bit lazy recently, since my works have been overloaded again. Thank God for helping me to find the school. I know i'll have tons of work to do if i want to get in that school. So please continue to help me, God. Give me your strength, your wisdom so that I'll be able 2 achieve my goal ~ using my brain in the way that will benefit your kingdom. And thank u so much for protecting me, and help me survive in school...

Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your Heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?

Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. For by it the people of old received their commendation. By faith we understand that the universe was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of things that are visible.

Recently I've been traveling nearly every month... Woot~

This is the pics frm my latest trip wiz dad& mom.. A mountainous city in Vietnam, Dalat.. no personal picture, though.. i hate showing my real face on the net.. juz to save my sorry soul frm any future trouble..

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We went to Laos and Thailand for Aikido seminar and demonstration on March 2009. I didn't manage to talk picture in Bangkok, though... coz we were too tired... and apparently too occupied wiz shopping xD

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Arg.. i'll b gone again in 5 days time... why does time pass so fast T___T still haven't really enjoyed my life yet ...hopefully i can fly back again 4 Yn's wedding.. not bcoz i like them or wad... i juz wanna spend more time wiz my family, haha... didn't know the aikido thing would b that expensive.. $450.. man.. that makes next month's expense shoot all the way to $1500 =.= either i won't eat or let daddy slowly kills me T__T

hmm.. what a pleasant morning 2day.. i went 4 breakfast wiz dad and had a nice chat wiz him abt how he maganges and makes strategic decisions 4 companies.. yeah my dad is not only a lawyer, but a strategist, yes, daddy is my Zhuge Liang ^^ and my mom is somewhat like... errm.. CaoCao?? ahahaha can not be lah xD but somewhat alike... 2 certain extent...

Only a few more hours.. and my chains will be gone once again, be temporarily free from exams and assignments for 2 wks =.= i still haven't finished my project though, but i'm confidence that i can defeat this monster on time, only that i'll have 2 sacrifice my precious, peaceful sleeping hours :( didn't hav a single decent sleep this week... due to exams and my lack of discipline =.= yeah i can play games for one day straight but sorry, not study...