Yay I'm back vietnam, finally ^^ daddy's still on business trip, though =.= going out wiz Kira later... hope that he'll like the necklace... but more importantly, God, pls make it become sunny again.. just for a few hour, Lord.. coz i cant cycle under da rain T___T

...Haven't seen Ben at all... dunno how 2 give her a balloon =.=

Anyway... hopefully the rain will stop soon...

Yay~~ I'm on holiday start frm today XD... go 4 lunch wiz Tn later... God, pls give me the wisdom & confident so that i'll say the right thing and won't turn 2 jelly when i see him =.= I'm so scared T____T I pray that i'll give him a good impression also... and more importantly, i juz pray that i wont embarass my dad, Lord.

Going 4 aikido later in the evening... hopefully the class will be as fun as the tuesday one... yeah, i love slamming XD

Shld i interview Kstn also? he's quite young also, compare 2 normal manager :-\ Well, Lord, you are the ~Shepherd of my soul, I give you full control, Wherever You may lead I will follow~ XD

Wondering whether i hav time 2 Suntec buy things 4 my sis & Kira or not :-?

Anyway... the internet now is much more better than the M1 ^^ haven't got disconnected once.. can watch youtube also ^^ the only problem now is it take bloody long to download 1 file.. dunno why =.=

~I hope the interview can go smoothly~

Went 2 M1& cancelled the contract 2day... the lady said i'll get back my deposit within 3 mths.. WTH... then went 2 singtel 2 sign up 4 the mobile broad band.. then went 4 dinner wiz Bny @ central.. the food is quite nice, but the drink sux =.= Almond milk tea wiz the plastic smell again =.=

So i'm starting 2 use Singtel BB frm today.. hopefully it'll be better than the M1... this one seems much faster and more stable than the M1...

Seeing Tn for lunch tmr.. God, I pray that I can talk 2 him nicely.. I pray that I won't say anything weird =.= pls bless me, i'm so kanchong T____T

Juz went back frm dinner wiz MQ.. i still can't bring myself 2 tell her abt the handphone things =.= i know i'm losing but i'm okay wiz it, why?

Feel like staying in bed 4ever.. my schoolwork now is as high as a mountain yet i hav no mood 2 study at all T___T wad happen 2 me recently? i've been so on for the past few weeks and now i turn out completely different.. been so moody and keep thinking abt devil things... Lord, please u help me fix my brain T___T

Yay, everything's over, finally... i've done quite well for the choir... just a little bit wrong here and there, but nvm :P

God, i really dunno wad 2 do with that MQ girl. I helped her so much without thinking abt receiving anything back, and why does she do this to me?

Well, she keeps on mouthing abt how she appreaciate me, how she wanna be like me, and asking me for help, and borrow my phone, and lose it, and then ask me for some more money... she did realize that she's lost my phone, but nvr spoke abt that, her mom knew abt it, and decided to give me some amount as paying back 4 my phone, and now that girl wanna take the money back... WTF... even though the phone is not worth it.. the money also not say a lot or wad.. but it's still money rite? my dad works his ass up to make the money, 2 buy me the phone, 4 me 2 lend you and you juz simply said you've lost it then end the story, what the hell is it? you think i'm idiot or wad? i dun need you tell me how much you respect me and craps.. your actions are already so contradict...

Lord, wad can i do with the girl? i guess i'll just tell her everything and then end the relationship... dunno why she turn out 2 be like that

haiz... i'm so vexed =.=

These posts below are the songs i'm going 2 do during choir... lord, i pray that i don't mess up anything, i'm so kanchong now T_____T

And more important, i hope that i'll wake up on time, quickly run 2 btip 2 ask her help me wiz the make up thingy

Lord, please help me 2 coordinate with the dancing stuffs also T___T i'm so scared T___T

This is how i know what love is
this is how i know i'm free
this is how i know salvation
Jesus came and died for me

This is why i come to worship
this is why i lift my hands
this is why i now surrender
everything i am

Because of Your love,
there is dancing in my heart
because Your grace, i am free
because of Your faithfulness
there's a song that must be sung
and i will sing, i will sing because of You

This is why there's joy within me
This is why my spirit sings
Jesus You're my great adventure
You're my everything

Because of Your love,
there is dancing in my heart
because Your grace, i am free
because of Your faithfulness
there's a song that must be sung
and i will sing, i will sing because of You

You came to save the world,
to save the world, to save the world...

Your love can change the world
Can change the world, can change the world...

Because of Your love,
there is dancing in my heart
because Your grace, i am free
because of Your faithfulness
there's a song that must be sung
and i will sing, i will sing because of You
I will dance, i will dance because of You

I will dance, i will dance because of You

Another tiring week just passed... helping ALn moving hse todea.. not so tired coz i just had to carry a small little suitcase... we had lunch 2gether and i told him i'm a Christian, finally... Dunno what the fear inside me is abt, but i always dun dare 2 tell him, eventhough i respect him a lot, may be becoz he's a Catholic :-\ is it that bad meh? I mean we both are children of God, and it's just that we are raised in different community... anyway.. i'm really happy that i have another friend that I can talk 2, abt my spiritual life

Yesterday went out wiz btip & rth 2 watch Mama Mia.. the movie is so nice... haven't listened 2 ABBA songs 4 so long.. nice songs plus the main casts are so cute XD but dunno wad the other 2 think abt the movie.. they jus kept talking.. i got annoyed sometime :( not get used 2 musical movie i think :(

The Choir tmr... how??? God, I'm so scared.. wad can i do T___T I can't coordinate with ppl.. then i totally forgot all the moves they taught already... ewww... then now i really dunno how 2 ask... i really hate it when ppl talk 2 me thinking they are superior than me...

Anyway... going 2 eat wiz benny later... not sure whether i shld buy new eaphones or not... i spent so much money this month !!!!! daddy, please forgive me T______T

Such a tiring day today... headache morning class.. project group meeting with wierdos during lunch... sleepy afternoon lecturer.. choir rehearsal in the evening... i feel like dying today =.= anyway, went 2 china town wiz btip 2 buy the koi milk tea again... the milk tea is really nice XD but then got stomachache later on... and the runs T___T dunno why :(

It was danm irritating this afternoon... listenin' 2 tler talking nonsense... seeing ppl aren't so productive pissed me off... God, you teach me abt humility, and patient.. but i seriously couldn't stand those ppl... please lah, say only when you know clearly what it mean and is it useful or not.. don't keep on talking rubbish and wait ppl's time like that lah.. perhaps i really need to learn more abt being humble and patient...

Feel so tired and headach.. may be i shld take a shower then go sleep early bah.. tmr go 4 movie wiz btip & rth... Mama Mia!!! yay ~~~ do make up somemore ^^

昨日は最高だった。。Lord, I thank you for answering my prayer. Thank you for helping me get along well with my group, for giving me the wisdom that i can think of something useful for our project.

I really didn't expect that I can say so many things during our project group meeting.. hopefully I can still perform well and be useful for the group.. the aikido class yesterday was really enjoyable, too.. we had a nice chatting after training and kston drove me home again ^^

Had a nice chat with my landlady after went home also... oh God, thank u so much for helping me ^^ my hse owner said she wanna give my parents something ^^ at least now our relationship has become better... yay XD

Ended up playing game till 4am =.= but at least i dun feel so blur today :) went 2 buy a few books this afternoon... found a book with a really cool title "God is my CEO", which made me quickly put it into my basket without thinking twice XD

Have 2 spend more time on reading now... i've gone 2 deep 2 the games world and pampered myself too much lately =.=

Tmr have full day class again T____T choir rehearsal at night somemore =.= hopefully everything will go smoothly...

awww i think i've burned the dvd player's adaptor..this morning i plugged in then there was a small pop, and the electricity was cut off.. so scary =.=

i kept coming class late... eventhough i try very hard 2 wake up early and stuffs... today late for half an hour...

not sure whether i can tahan Tler or not.. during break time Btip said something abt Pying doesn't like him, then the guy got misunderstood and start 2 become very weird =.= oh god.. and now i'm in the same group with him T____T

later hav 2 go deliver things 2 Ln... he's so annoying asking me go all the way 2 his house and give things 2 him =.= and me, knowing that it's annoying, still willing 2 help =.= haiz... dunno wad's wrong wiz me =.=

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..late for cell meeting again =.= actually i'm a bit lazy 2 go also, haha. after church went buy *things* and had dinner wiz btip.. haiz, $100 gone =.= this month i really spend a lot, dunno how 2 tell daddy :(

Went 2 esplanade after that & meet up wiz my ex-hostel-mates..tonight the esplanade really got a lot of ppl carrying latterns.. i also want :( ...we walked around and had mooncakes together. while eating we found this cat, wiz i feel really adorable XD



I kept feeding the cat and bny got so fed up... she hates animals :(

haiz tmr have class again =.= i feel so lazy,... recently dun really have rest at all... wanna play games also dun have time T_____T buy dramas so many also haven't even open the box yet... god, why i'm so busy T_______T

anyway, recently i feel like asking Pying out for dinner or something, then can know more abt her.. but it's just a thinking, and i dun really wanna put in action at all.. then today senior pastor talked abt boldness, then Btip also told me that it might be god's msg, to be frien wiz Pying or something... but it seems so difficult =.= i feel sorry n worry abt Pying also, but she's so difficult 2 talk to :(

Anyway there's nothing 2 worry abt, coz if God really wants me 2 help her, then he'll sure show me the way one, and i'll juz follow anywhere he may lead ^^ wad i nid now is a nice shower and jump 2 bed, haha ^^

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yay, juz finished the test this morning.. finanlly can play games till i die without feeling guity =.=

not sure whether should go celebrate da mid-autumn fest. or not... feel so lazy, plus i dun really wanna go out wiz everybody.. not say i'm very close to them or wad.. hell, Slin bought 1 cake for me only.. i thought 4!!! o.O she said 4 wad o.0 then I already promised Ln 2 give him 3 leh!!! haiz...

tmr after church hav 2 go wiz btip 2 buy cosmetic... god.. y i hav 2 buy T____T not sure whether buy already then later now how 2 use or not

anyway... it's time 2 relax 1st ^^ i deserve 2 play game lah!!! installed warrior orochi 4 so long finally can play liao ^^

sims 2 ~~ devil may cry 4 ~~~ samurai warrior 2~~~ orochi warrior ~~ need 4 speed ~~~ dynasty warrior 6 ~~~ spore ~~~ walao!!! play until i die and reincarnate again also havent finished lor !!!! XD

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.:. another tiring day's juz gone by.. time passes so fast... supposed 2 hav lunch wiz btip& wling 2day but in the end wling nvr so up, so some funny really.. haha.. i'm glad that she was okay.. so in the end only me & btip eating @ jack's place.. the food's quite okay...we went 2 comics connection also... Spore came out liao!!!! how come when i no money then so many things come out one T___T

Having that boring Pms again.. kana chased by pying again T__T god, i really dunno how 2 reject her leh... nobody wants her in the group also.. haiz.. after class i went 2 china town buy koi bubble tea wiz btip ~~ so happy ~~ ^^

... juz went back frm mcdonald.. now i'm not sure whether can do the test tmr or not.. very low confident now...Dear Lord, i pray that u'll give me the confident, the strenght, the wisdom so that i can do well on my exam tmr. I'm really scared, lord T___T pls bless me that i'll make the right choices in the mcqs, lord...

well, too sleepy to type already.. will return tmr..

...may be i have 2 set 3 alarm clocks ba?

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