walao~~ feel like dying today... i dun expect aikido class on thurs would be very fun or something, coz normally it'd focus more on basic... but woa... 2day i really cannot take it... kana stuck wiz that guy again... come on lah, u used force of coz can win me one, i'm a girl wad.. kept whacking me like no tmr... then some more knocked the whole elbow 2 my eyes.... luckily i'm flying back soon... if not dunno can tahan 4 how long.... after training we had drinks and hanging out as usually... then kstn drove me home again... i felt relief that at least i had ppl to talk to... if not i'll juz cursing the guy all the way till i back home.. then continue 2 curse him on the internet.... ew... i know i'm not supposed 2 curse ppl... but i'm really pissed 2day... anyway.. i dun think he really knew y i so fed up wiz him... so it's like, one-way hatred =P
May b i'll should go watching ms. Kim's rich story now... omg, the show is so hillarious, i juz can't stop laughing X-D
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... I didn't know zooming in pics taken frm my hp could be such a pain in the ass.... I know complaining won't get me anything but WTH do u think, nokia??? such a nice hp wiz nice features and everything plus a lousy camera??? walao... the guy who came out wiz this N81 model must be missing some screws inside his brain =.=
Don't be afraid to pray out loud
Just close your eyes and let it out
Take all your fears and downs
He's listening right now
Don't be afraid to pray out loud
Pray out loud
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody's got their struggles
We all need a helping hand sometimes
Sometimes
And I think back to when I was a little girl
My daddy said Remember, Jess, is you I cherish in this world
When you're down
Don't be afraid to pray out loud
Just close your eyes and let it out
Take all your fears and downs
He's listening right now
Don't be afraid to pray out loud
Pray out loud
Don't have to face it on your own
We don't have to be alone
Just open up your arms and look ?? the sky
And pray out loud
When you're down
Don't be afraid to pray out loud
Just close your eyes and let it out
Take all your fears and downs
He's listening right now
Oh, when you're down
Don't be afraid to pray out loud
Just close your eyes and let it out
Take all your fears and downs
He's listening right now
Oh, when you're down
Don't be afraid to pray out loud
Just close your eyes and let it out
Take all your fears and downs
He's listening right now
Don't be afraid to pray out loud
Pray out loud
Pray out loud
Don't be afraid to pray out loud
Oh god.. dunno y i'm so addicted 2 this tea now... i hav 2 admit it's quite nice, though, at least it worked quite well as my instant resort while dying over those real bubble milk tea... now no energy 2 run all the way 2 china town or parkway for some good Koi milk tea already =.=
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今晩は楽しいかった。。。リチャード先生と練習してもらったのは超最高だよ ＾＾ Well, if u like the lecturers, u probably looking 4ward 2 going for that class... and so do i.. but i'm kind of an invisible girl.. normally not much ppl care abt me one, or even know abt my existence.. that's y it's such a specially feeling when somebody u respect so much shows that they care 4 u ^^ thanx god that i found Kpg Glm cc ♪
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Haiz... 私は日本語が本当lousyだ。。。何も書けない :( anyway... i'm better be more worried abt my coming exams... Auditing, taxation, accounting.... oh god... they r driving me crazy :'( anyway... i've used up all my money... dunno how 2 survive until monday... some more bny's birthday is coming... ARGGG.. i just really dunno how 2 finance myself X-(
Dunno why i'm so tired today... may be i slept too much already.. haha.... sleep until forgot 2 it already....
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After service my cell& I celebrate Sam's bdea... everybody prayed 4 her except me... i felt so bad but dunno wad 2 do wiz it... when my turn came, i juz stuck there, like there was glue sticking in mounth or something... eventhough i have so many things 2 say but HELL!!! i juz can't pray out loud, especially in front of ppl... now i know y ppl always see me as some retarded idiot... nvm.. juz let them think whatever they like... i dun care... or perhaps i'm juz really stupid...
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Arg.... my JLPT how???? it's only more than a month away and I still haven't found my old textbooks... let along doing revision T___T some more the test's just right after my school exams... the school exams one even worst... 3 subjects to go... i can sense another nightmare coming very soon...
Funny stuffs i saw while surfing the internet...
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1.) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave.
2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years
3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or my space
4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV
6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.
7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.
8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.
9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.
10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.
11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.
12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did
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Wow... i spent a few minute struggling wiz the html and everything is back to normal again ^^: may be i'll should learn more abt those computer stuffs... and that's it .... my last time trying out the yahoo emoticons.... and it's still not working!!!!!
Trying out new templates here and there .... juz realize i'm not that good at computer stuffs... especially those internet things... struggling for so long =.= Screwed up the hit counter again for the 100th times =.= I think there's something wrong wiz my comp... or at least wiz the mouse.. sometime i keep clicking at the thing and it's not respond at all :(
Yay, my holiday's starting frm today ^^ exam's coming at the end of next month... but nvm... it's NEXT MONTH, anyway :-P
It's time 2 plan on enjoying life 1st :-P should i go vivo tmr??? haven't been there 4 so long... but go there sure spend money like siao again =.= I juz can't control myself... god... somemore i'm studying accounting& finance :-(
Well, I'm a big fat spending machine after all.....
Oh god.. i wanted this for so long but only got the gut 2 buy it yesterday ^^ so cute, my Zhaoyun gundam ^^
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Yay the project thingy's over ...thanx god that we did quite well that day... at least better than other groups, haha... my nightmare's over... at least temporarily...
Still have afternoon class later.... aiyo i'm so lazy 2 go :(
Should I skip the morning class tmr??? Still wanna help Btip wiz the printing... she has to print a lot leh... but the ink is also so expensive :( never mind... see how 1st... dunno whether tmr can wake up early or not... today i went buy ink also reached home at 1pm lor... Tiong Bahru only... dunno y i took me so long to reach there...
...juz now got one big cockroach come out of nowhere... god.... is it frm the egg last time i saw???? me alone in a room full of baby cockroaches o.0 ???? arggg i dun dare 2 think anymore.... god, i juz killed that stupid cockroach,... i pray that it's the only one in my room :(
more importantly, please bless our project tmr, Lord... help me wiz my assignment also.....
OK!!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!! I HAVE TO DISCONNECT MY INTERNET!!! NOW!!!!
I was trying 2 make a new pose, and then there was one small pop... and everything was just falling apart... NOOOOOO!!! my manikin's 3 days old only leh!!!! my hands r so gently i can't juz break it by myself right!!! omg... tmr hav 2 go 2 the shop & complain... I hope they'll replace me wiz a new one... Lord.. i'm sorry, i won't waste time playing wiz that stupid manikin anymore... i'll be more concentrate on my assignment lord... please bless me and the manikin :( pls make the shop replace this wiz a new one lord... i've spent too much money this week, i can't afford to throw this away and.. and... purchase a new one any more T_____T
Stress made me become so moody... but 2day everybody seems so stress... and tired...
The sermon today was really good, and touching... now i realize how bad my eyesight is... and i so lack of compassion.. sometimes can see that the people need help but i choose to run away... especially from my weird classmates :-s
Ewww... really no mood 2 write already... even blog also dun wanna write
...I'm so stressed... and so in love wiz the manikin, haha
Shepherd of my soul, I give You full control
Wherever You may lead I will follow
I have made the choice to listen for Your voice
Wherever You may lead I will go
Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide
Shepherd of my soul, I give You full control
Wherever You may lead I will follow
I have made the choice to listen for Your voice
Wherever You may lead I will go
Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide
Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide
Shepherd of my soul will be my guide
God... i'm so stressed now :( the assignment deadline is coming danm soon, yet i can't concentrate T____T for the whole essay i juz wrote like 200 words only leh... no idea comes out :(
Hopefully tmr ideas can pop out... 2day too tired 2 write anything already :'( still have 2 print the brochure :( still have auditing homework also... ARGGGGGG!!!! the tasks piled up until they all burried me laio.. still can not concentrate at all :( will i'm so calm seeing myself dying like this ????
.:omg i'm so in love wiz the manikin.. lol...
Holiday's over, back 2 hell again... dunno y i feel so depressed everytime being back s'pore... hav 2 worry abt so many thing, hav 2 see waaaay too many weirdos and annoying ppl, struggling wiz study... i feel so tired and empty.. God, wad can i do wiz my life, i keep on thinking abt ideas and stuffs yet the only thing i do when reaching this country is sitting idly surfing internet.. knowing that i won't gain anything while sticking my eyes 2 the screen, yet i can't do anything...
Shit, wad 2 do wiz my assignment... haven't touched anything yet... but i no mood 2 write at all... awwww :(
Why my internet always like shit :( this singtel BB at 1st seems better than the M1, but now they r both the same, as slow as ever!!! juz the same old annoying-and-lousy-dial-up with the new name: broadband on mobile... 2Mbps your head...
Haven't posted anything for so long.. basically i also dun really hav much 2 talk abt. many mixture feelings, though.
Wonderin' why i'm so stressful abt my study recently... may be coz i study so much yet no significant improvement shown. nvm.. slowly study lor =.=
Bought warrior orochi 2 yesterday.. ps2 version... jap... wth.. i think it's the shop that got something wrong lor.. they came out wiz pc version already wad? and i'm even worse, always stick to that shop =.=
haiz... done so many things for my sis yet she shows no gratitude... and now she dun care me at all, keeps on talking 2 her friends via internet :( may be our relatioship is not that good anymore :(
