I know that I’m not alone, and never be. Knowing that I’m always filled with love and definitely not lacking of any material things. Then why there are times when there’s an emptiness that doesn’t stop creeping all over me? I wonder where it has gone, the normal joyful and sunny side off me. Or is it because of the weather that I’ve turned out totally gloomy? I’m not sure whether it’s because weather can effect a person’s emotion, or perhaps I’m turned somewhat sensitive out off sudden? But want thing I know for sure is that my mood swings badly during heaty days, heh.
And why am I so busy out of sudden? Recently there's a restless feeling that overwhelms me and I'm stuck =.= or am really I become that emo???
Heh, didn't really write anything for so long, since i'm not patient enough waiting for the page to load =.= can't keep blaming the internet 4ever, though.
Didn't have school 2day so i decided to vistit an old friend who stayed in Lakeside. I felt more like a relative, acutally. Since We used 2 stay 2gether for relatively long and there was a time when i stayed at her house, too. Got to play with her kid again. Cute boy, seem that the future ahead of him will be bright and fruitful, or so, i pray :) Went to Boonlay after that to check out the new shopping mall. I haven't been there for like, a year? Everything changed.. the mall has grown so fast with tons of shops, and packed with people.. too overpopulated already. I got stuck everywhere i went :( My impulsive mode was set to default again, everytime i walk to the shopping mall. Got a levi's watch. Not a bad deal, at least I'm in need of a watch at the moment, since my baby-blue-turned-yellow casio watch was beyond wearable stage :(
Dunno why i'm so enthu in writing, recently. At least my 2nd story was good, I received numbers of reviews just a moment after publishing the story. Yeah, indeed the comments have lightened my mood significantly. Didn't know that i want attention that much, lol
What good is it, my brothers, if someone says he has faith but does not have works? Can that faith save him? If a brother or sister is poorly clothed and lacking in daily food, and one of you says to them, "Go in peace, be warmed and filled," without giving them the things that needed for the body, what good is that? So also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead.
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I will sing to You, Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I will sing to You, Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
I will sing to You, Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah
I will sing to You, Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
Haven't really blogged for quite long.. i'm a bit lazy recently, since my works have been overloaded again. Thank God for helping me to find the school. I know i'll have tons of work to do if i want to get in that school. So please continue to help me, God. Give me your strength, your wisdom so that I'll be able 2 achieve my goal ~ using my brain in the way that will benefit your kingdom. And thank u so much for protecting me, and help me survive in school...
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Recently I'm having the urge of writing fiction, which is utterly ridiculous. I never think my right brain does function correctly at all, even though i'm left- handed. Still give it a shot, though. At least it's a good way to improve my english :)
Starting to write my first fan fiction for D. Gray-Man now, haha. Still struggling with the title, though. And indeed my writing sucks >"<
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You've had your taste of all that's sweet
Now you're through and what does it mean
You've sought the truth, found a lie
You've given up but it
doesn't make it right
You wanna go, I know you wanna leave
Ya' gotta go, farther than you see
If you just look past your scars
You will see it's not that far
Don't close your mind
Let God inside
Begin to breathe, Start to fly
Start to fly
Wake up from your sleep,
start your dream
It's okay to believe what you don't see
Give it away, your heart
won't break
This is a chance that you're
gonna have to take
You wanna go, I know you wanna leave
Ya' gotta go, farther than you see
If you just look past your scars
You will see it's not that far
Don't close your mind
Let God inside
Begin to breathe, Start to fly
Start to fly
Just close your eyes, hold on tight
You don't have to be afraid
He is with you all the time
You'll be free, full of peace
And everything that you need,
it is right there can't you see
If you just look past your scars
You will see it's not that far
Don't close your mind
Let God inside
Begin to breathe, Start to fly
Start to fly
If you just look past your scars
You will see it's not that far
Don't close your mind
Let God inside
Begin to breathe, Start to fly
Start to fly
If you just look past your scars
You will see it's not that far
Don't close your mind
Let God inside
Begin to breathe, Start to fly
Start to fly
Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your Heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?
Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. For by it the people of old received their commendation. By faith we understand that the universe was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of things that are visible.
By faith Abel offered to God a more acceptable sacrifice than Cain, through which he was commended as righteouse, God commending him by accepting his gifts. And through his faith, though he died, he still speaks. By faith Enoch was taken up so that he should not see death, and he was not found, because God had taken him. Now before he was taken he was commended as having pleased God. And without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him.
Recently I've been traveling nearly every month... Woot~
This is the pics frm my latest trip wiz dad& mom.. A mountainous city in Vietnam, Dalat.. no personal picture, though.. i hate showing my real face on the net.. juz to save my sorry soul frm any future trouble..
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We went to Laos and Thailand for Aikido seminar and demonstration on March 2009. I didn't manage to talk picture in Bangkok, though... coz we were too tired... and apparently too occupied wiz shopping xD
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Arg.. i'll b gone again in 5 days time... why does time pass so fast T___T still haven't really enjoyed my life yet ...hopefully i can fly back again 4 Yn's wedding.. not bcoz i like them or wad... i juz wanna spend more time wiz my family, haha... didn't know the aikido thing would b that expensive.. $450.. man.. that makes next month's expense shoot all the way to $1500 =.= either i won't eat or let daddy slowly kills me T__T
Anyway.. the trip 2 Dalat was awesome xD we went to several places and took loads of pictures... more than 400 pics on a holiday 2 a place that we've been countless times. and i finally got the cactus!!! yes!!, the cactus ^^ it looks quite skinny, though.. not sure whether the cactus can grow fatter if i water it everyday or not...
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God, please bless me.. it seems that my default mode is haughly and i love acting like some aloof ass lately. I'm so sick of it and i dunno why i'm so paranoid now... I just pray that i won't do anything stupid or cause any further trouble... and pls help me 2 fix my character, lord =.= i always act without thinking and now ppl seem to think i'm having some attitude problems..
