I came 2 dojo and things started 2 go disaster. The stupid toilet was locked again, and it's always locked when i nid 2 change. So ok, i went 2 the handicap's toilet. while happily changing there were somebody who couldn't stop banging at the door even though i'd already told them that i'm inside. And juz nice when i took off my t-shirt, they found the way to unlock the door. So i had no choice but quickly putting my gi on and stormed out of the bloody toilet. I got a little bit tired and my brain didn't function well.. i was at the corridor wearing my hakama and another drama started to begin. i locked a girl inside the toilet, some more in front of her mom!! LOL~~ ok ok it was my fault. i juz tried 2 be nice 2 ppl, okay. they wanted 2 use the ladies' but it was closed so i recommended them 2 use the handicap one 1st, they didn't know whether it can be locked or not so i was trying to show them, and i didn't know that the girl had gone inside already =.= anyway, we had the toilet cleaner uncle came 2 open the door 4 her and her mother kept telling the uncle that it was me trying to lock the daughter, blah blah blah ... hell... u so smart dunno how 2 unlock the door then go blame me.. fine lor, not that i care...

So after that I went 2 the grading and yay i got my black belt, finally. Unlike aikido vietnam, i still hav 1 more lvl to go b4 reaching shodan grade. But wad the heck, attaining 2nd kyu is already good enough to kill me =.= k, back to the grading.. yea i did messed up. And i realized that i have some uke- problems.. my uke is too stiff and waaaay too big for me. I couldn't really able 2 pin him down without using forces, which made me feel like crying, and i knew sensei wasn't so impressed, too. So basically the techniques part totally had my energy drained up. Fortunately i performed really well during free exercise part, which saved me somehow. Even I felt surprised myself, and i swear I saw sensei filming me using his handphone XD later on he asked me to be uke and i did a few slams and then too bad, my battery went dead and i couldn't even stand properly. I'm still rewarded with black belt in the end but wasn't really sastisfied abt this =.= Ewrd was there, idly for heaven's sake!! and if only he could b my uke then thing would turn fanstastic already (￣＾￣) the class after that was not bad, actually. Or is it bcoz the weird ppl nvr shown up plus the fact that i was able 2 practice with all the seniors. It was fun, though some ppl didn't seem 2 be playful. Yes u nid 2 b serious 2 learn but loosing up once in awhile wasn't bad either. I mean, u don't 100% go there and play lah, i allow myself 2 use 5% of the time playing ard and it really lightens up the asmostphere. Even sensei laughed when i tried 2 play wiz ppl, too. And it was fun, man :)

.:. I juz set 4 alarm clocks for tmr.. arg~~ for the whole week i'd been waking up so early, including weekend T__T 9: 40 church means that I hav 2 wake up @ 7:30 =.= tmr sure till 5pm then can reach home one. Not that I blame the church, but it's my inability to sleep early and i'm talentless in waking up on time. aikido on sat church on sun...my lovely weekends are gone once again...