Yeah, I feel like typing a lot today... may b it's bcoz there's so many strange things happened 2 me recently.. Anyway, it's a pretty special day today. Haha, no lah, it's juz somebody-i-know's birthday. I'm not sure whethere he realizes it or not, but he's become someone that's really important 2 me. I still dunno how's he to me, though. Sometimes we seems to be very close, then sometimes it's juz sound so distant and he could juz disappear for weeks, or deliberately logging invisibly on yahoo. Well, I dun blame him, though, since normally he seems don't really hav much time and I juz carry on talking nonsense. He told me he'll fly back during chinese new yr and I can't imagine wad will happen if we meet. Well, I dun expect anything, coz if whatever happened, we will still b very far apart, each caring about their own business. Having any feeling wouldn't benefits any of us anyway. I now it's from God that i got to know him, and he's a son of God, too, even though he's Catholic while I'm a Christian. Well, he might be all about Virgin Mary, while I'm madly in love with Jesus, but it's the same God who we r worshiping and it's still the same Mary and Jesus in the bible, so no big deal. Ha, I dunno what has gotten into me know, may be just curious about the relationship between us.

So Father, I honour you and will follow what you lead me to, and whoever I shall be together with. I know you will give me a suitable man, that's y i won't rush, i'll patiently wait for my mr. right to come. I juz pray that I'll to realize and seize the opportuniy when it comes. And whoever guy that destinited to be wiz me will be a good guy who is faithful, who care and love me just like how my daddy does.

Argg~ I'm so exhausted 'coz of so many drama and weird things today, including the stupid stalker guy =.= Hopefully i can wake up 4 class tmr =.=