I'm glad that i've decided 2 attend congre meeting today. Thanx God for all the words u've spoken to me.

I always thought that I'm good at self study and that I'll be able to grow even in isolation. But it seems that I was wrong. So Lord, please help me to be more open, at least able to speak out to more people, and that i'll be able to pray out loud 2 the ones I care and love so much.

Thank you so much that i've been able to make new friends today, too. Eventhough i've seen them so often everytime i went church, but it's my first time actually talking to them. The only problem is that I can't remember there name =.= shit, I feel so bad since I wasn't really that attentive when they introduced themselves to me :( somemore I can't really actually pray 4 them and feel myself like a sucker =.= Haiz.. seems that I'll have lot of things to work on.

And I'll receive my cactus T- shirt tmr, yay X-D I've been wondering how 2 get that T- shirt for so long, lol