Yeah, I feel like typing a lot today... may b it's bcoz there's so many strange things happened 2 me recently.. Anyway, it's a pretty special day today. Haha, no lah, it's juz somebody-i-know's birthday. I'm not sure whethere he realizes it or not, but he's become someone that's really important 2 me. I still dunno how's he to me, though. Sometimes we seems to be very close, then sometimes it's juz sound so distant and he could juz disappear for weeks, or deliberately logging invisibly on yahoo. Well, I dun blame him, though, since normally he seems don't really hav much time and I juz carry on talking nonsense. He told me he'll fly back during chinese new yr and I can't imagine wad will happen if we meet. Well, I dun expect anything, coz if whatever happened, we will still b very far apart, each caring about their own business. Having any feeling wouldn't benefits any of us anyway. I now it's from God that i got to know him, and he's a son of God, too, even though he's Catholic while I'm a Christian. Well, he might be all about Virgin Mary, while I'm madly in love with Jesus, but it's the same God who we r worshiping and it's still the same Mary and Jesus in the bible, so no big deal. Ha, I dunno what has gotten into me know, may be just curious about the relationship between us.

So Father, I honour you and will follow what you lead me to, and whoever I shall be together with. I know you will give me a suitable man, that's y i won't rush, i'll patiently wait for my mr. right to come. I juz pray that I'll to realize and seize the opportuniy when it comes. And whoever guy that destinited to be wiz me will be a good guy who is faithful, who care and love me just like how my daddy does.

Argg~ I'm so exhausted 'coz of so many drama and weird things today, including the stupid stalker guy =.= Hopefully i can wake up 4 class tmr =.=

Well today is such a weird day, full of weird things.. The wind is also oddly strong that everything on my desk just flew off, even my gundam guys =.= and then i just on a whim spent the whole afternoon tidying my whole room, plus washing the watch trap, slippers and kept my door open (which was odd, coz i always close my door, even when there's only me at home). For dinner I had noodles while drinking ice milo, the drink that i ain't really into.. some more I was successfully withdraw money frm the ATM card, the same one that earlier on has threatened to suspend my account since i failed 2 type the correct password . After collecting the cash, I went 2 the aikido class as usual, and inwardly thanking god that the annoying guy nvr shown up today, yet still felt danm sian... then while we were practicing, some guys juz popped up frm nowhere and kept taking pictures =.= but i was quite suprised that the class turned out to be quite nice. Or is it bcoz of the camera men that we hav got 2 learned various of fun techniques and lots of slamming? sensei did kokyuhou wiz me, too, which i was really happy abt. And then after training suddently sensei came and asked me to go 4 the grading on saturday!!!! I mean, i nvr expected anything like that leh!!!! he's nvr mentioned 2 me b4, then tell me last minute like this, I'm really worried , for not well- prepared at all. Wad if I messed everything up during the grading???

Anyway, after that we went for drink like normal, then since Kstn couldn't drive me home, i had 2 went back by bus. So while waiting 4 the bus with my ipod on, and someone was poking me frm behind. It's was an old man asking me the time. Okay, fine, I told him it's 10:30, then returned to my ipod again. Then he poked me again, asking loads of nonsense stuffs in chinese, which i was able to catch up mostly, and tried 2 b nice answering all of his stupid questions while praying hard that my bus would come faster. Unfortunately it took like 4ever 2 come and I was tormented by that cheekopeh. And finally the stupid bus also come, I sighed in relief and quickly hopped. But wow, that pervert did follow me, I got freaked out and climbed to the upper deck, find one seat at the very back and on my ipod trying 2 relax. A few seconds later, I sensed someone was sitting next to me and to my astonishment, it's that freaking old man again. I was danm scared dunno wad to do coz he kept poking me asking me to show my hand to him. So I dialed Btip's number and thank God she picked up and was nice enough talking 2 me even though she sure knew i sounded wierd and definately acting weird. Although i was busy chatting wiz her, the cheekopeh just couldn't stop poking me, for heaven's sake. I've soon reached my limit and shoved his hand away, but that persistent yet dirty old man still remain poking me, and touched my hand. I stood up and pretended to coming down stair, thank god he was stupid enough to go down stair 1st, so i continued remain seated and saw the guy having no choice but aligning at the next bus stop. Yay~~ if he didn't fall for that i really dunno wad i could do 2 get rid of him... my cpu was running at full speed thinking of which aikido technique to use if he really follow me home. Next time if he still dared 2 try something funny i'll surely ask sensei 2 kick his sorry ass, assume that i'm lucky enough 2 be at of sensei or whoever willing 2 rescuse me.. I felt bad 4 Btip, though. She was excited talking abt the drama happening in her family, while i didn't really pay attention, simple coz i was really tired and tried hard finding way 2 get rid of that stalker. I think she knew i wasn't listening either.. nvm, tmr go & apologize bah =.=

Wow~~ so today isn't as ordinary as i thought at all (ﾉ-_-)ﾉ but I really thank God that he's answered my prayer. I knew he did coz i was complaining abt my aikido grading problem few days ago.. now i juz hope that the photographs taken during the class was nice enough.. i'm doubt so, though. coz today i walked into the dojo wiz a complety gloomy face and was totally quite that everybody thought i'm going through depression or something, haha. Oh and I juz found out another weird thing, my mom juz updated her blog after so long, and this time it doesn't seem so miserable as wad she normally put on her blog at all. Even the title's also colourful. Well, the entry was indeed titled 「COLORFUL」 anyway XD

Haven't written anything 4 so long. May b it's bcoz my life has not much thing to talk abt... let's see.. wad happened till now... i had no school last week so basically it was just all abt lazing ard the house playing games, watch dramas, music.. then aikido, then slammed and over- slammed, then sugar high (yea, it's freakin' high. I got all hyper for whole night and everybody thought i was taking drug =.=), then went 4 movies, then church, then cell, then go back to school again （・＿・）hmmm.. didn't sound that boring, heh... And anyway, as far as my resolutions r concerned, I think i'm still following, not dropping but in a snail- speed progress. So far i've been able 2 memorize 2 verses as required by Wling and did a little bit of study. Even though it seems juz a tiny bit, but for someone as slack as me, it's a huge different compare to last year, as in the amount of time I've spent for studying on average. Last yr I spent approximately 10 mins daily on studying... and this year so far it's like 12 mins everyday!!! wow it's like my output increases by 20%, LOL.. still waaaay too far from a normal decent student, though =.=

Haiz...recently I've been overwhelmed by these stuffs.. money- involved stuffs... I had to come up with $2100 within 2 days, and my perfect solutions were withdrawing frm every sources that I could, including daddy's cards (o￣へ￣)o I hate myself for deciding things barely on a whim. It's like the word "thinking twice" never existed. I spent huge amounts of money which I've never earned for something that I'm unsure whether it'll bring any benefit in return or not. And wad I can do next is praying hard that my dad won't be upset wiz me. My mom will freak out, for sure, but I dun care, haha

Going 4 training again 2nite. Actually I only prefer tuesday class.. and deep inside I only like Rchrd Sensei.. it's that he's able 2 bring the art to life, with his sense of humour and his care for students, and how he realizes my potential and treates me the way that makes me feel that I'm still tangible and important. I think that fact that he's also a christian makes me like him more.. not that I dun like Frdy sensei or something, but well.. he's a big man, too big to notice someone small like me, let alone knowing who the hell am I or whatever skill or what kyu I am now.. yea I'm the one to be blamed, for being conceited, perhaps. This is life, though. You can't just like everybody and expect every single one on this globe to like you back. Still, I'm glad I hav them as my instructors who teach me not only Aikido but many things in life. And I thank God for giving me opportunites to know my instructors, whoever and whatsoever things I've encountered and come acrossed to. Because I know that you aren't letting me meet people or putting me in different situations for nothing. Thank you for loving me, Lord.

But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope:
The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases; his mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.
"The LORD is my portion," says my soul, "therefore I will hope in him."

My drawing seems to improve a little bit, lol ^^ at least finally I can produce something that looks quite cute. The hair got messed up because of the stupid gel pen. Better try 0.3 next time =.=

This is my 2nd most favourite Bleach character, Ichimaru Gin. Unfortunately he turned rotten in the later chapters. Hopefully Kubo Tite sama would realize how hot Ichimaru is among fan girls and make some twists along the story.. I dun wan him 2 ended up being kicked ass by Ichigo lor =.=

I tried to draw the teenage version of him, too. But not so successful, apparently =.=

You never cease to amaze me, You work in wonderful mystery
You cover me with your mercy, You never stop amazing me
You were Exalted in majesty, You Came down in humility
Broke chains and made me free, You never cease to amaze me

All praise to him who saves
Who conquered death and Scorned the grave
The priceless treasure freely spent
Has purchased grace that knows no end
To him we sing now, All in awe

You never cease to amaze me, You work in wonderful mystery
You cover me with your mercy, You never stop amazing me
You were Exalted in majesty, You Came down in humility
Broke chains and made me free, You never cease to amaze me

My dear Redeemer’s throne
Is over all, He reigns alone
His ways are high, His thoughts are vast,
Our God, Our help in ages past
To him we sing now, All in awe

You never cease to amaze me, You work in wonderful mystery
You cover me with your mercy, You never stop amazing me
You were Exalted in majesty, You Came down in humility
Broke chains and made me free, You never cease to amaze me

All praise to him who saves
Who conquered death and Scorned the grave

You never cease to amaze me, You work in wonderful mystery
You cover me with your mercy, You never stop amazing me
You were Exalted in majesty, You Came down in humility
Broke chains and made me free, You never cease to amaze me
You never cease to amaze me
You never cease to amaze me

God, you really never cease to amaze me... Thank you for lifting me up during these crappy days. Even though it's insignificant, even though it's irrelevant, even though it's unimportant, but I really feel happy, I really can't refrain from smilling, to myself. It's like you just somehow drop the bombshell upon us and closen our relationship. I mean, the news about the agent makes me feel like laughing my ass of, and the time i've spent talking to my house owners, even thouh it's not long, and my chinese is still as lousy as usual, but we did hav good conversations and found out that my landlord is a christian, too ^^ Haha, now I feel like some weight on my shoulder has been lifted up ^^ thank you for the tiny little miracles, thank you for caring for me just the way I love, and thank for loving me so. Jesus, u r the best ー(^-^)ノ~~☆

~Happy Birthday Mommy!!!! I love u ^^

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Arg... i feel bad =.= Father, I'm sorry that i've let you down, i've been too complacent thinking that i'm such smart ass can always success in everything i do without spending a single effort. Please forgive me for disappointing you, I'll try harder next time, and won't give up just because of a mere failure. Well, I was sort of knowing for sure that's I was gonna fail, though a part of me still hoping that miracle might happen. I was really calm when I read the slip, almost laugh at it. The only think i feel bad about is i've thrown 100 bucks for nothing... my instinct as a financial student makes me feel frustrated for investing in something that bears no fruit. Haiz.. i can get the Twilight saga book set with that $100 notes T__T

Only the money part was bad, I don't really know what i'll do if I really pass, then only thing I know is, I'll become more conceited, more arrogant than I'm used to be. May be it's the good thing, in order to prune my characteristics and turn me to a better person, a humble one, not a hypocrite one who only pretends to be humble.

I've been doing lots of bad things, recently. I know it's bad, but i can't simply stop it. Hatred's controlled over my mind before i can stop it. For sure being Christlike is the most hardest thing to do, especially when I'm around so many annoying people. Some more that woman is back again. I don't know whether I would loose control and start to hurt my dad again. God, I pray that my dad will be conscious enough to act things that will benefit our one and only family. I need your protection upon my family, God.

Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Cast me not away from your presence, and take not your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of Your Salvation, and uphold me with a willing spirit.
Then I will teach transgressors You ways; and sinners shall be converted to You.

I love watching Bleach and really fond of Hitsugaya Toushirou ^^ so since there is nothing else for me to do, I tried to come up with this yesterday.... still haha it's look better than I expected though ^^ may be bcoz of smaller size. The bigger version was uploaded on devianart. The second version is available, too.

Trying to draw the cupid version but no avail. May be it's still too difficult 2 a novice like me (￣へ￣) and just nice my photoshop expired right at the moment i need it most T.T

I really made an effort to get up early today. Well, for a nocturnal creature like me, 7am is notably early, coz i usually sleep at 3 or 4am but everything was wasted since i was happily play sims 2 while having breakfast till 8 30 -,- somemore it took me quite long to look 4 the stupid key which was on the shoes cabinet for dunno how many monkey years =.=

haiz... at least i did focus and wrote notes through out the lesson. This lecturer isn't that bad, actually. I'm a bit annoyed by his english and his sometime unneccesary questions at 1st... may be get used 2 it now, and I enjoy the class. Unlike USM, the topic already sucks plus the additional suck-ness of the lecturer. It's already disaster even on the 1st day. And he had completely ignored me, hahaha... eventhough i sit at the 3rd or 4th row, and busy drawing some arts out of boredom.

Perhaps he's not that bad, coz those weirdos sitting in front r really enthu answer his questions. And for ppl who put enough effort in listening, responding and laughing attendtive live they whose faces and names shall be remembered by the lecturer (ﾉ-_-)ﾉ worse of the worse, he's teaching 2 subjects and one of them r project based... 4000 words with presentation (?!) i guess nightmare's coming soon, really soon, right after i happily enjoy the Chinese new year with my family T_T

That's what it takes to be a student, up and down in the sea of exams and projects m(_ _)m

Happy New Year 2009!!!
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Yay it's 2009 now and I'm getting old =.= my new year resolutions are:

1. Becoming a better prayer (being able 2 pray out loud 2 ppl at least (￣＾￣°) )
2. Try to memorize more verses and praise the Lord daily ＼(●⌒∇⌒●)／
3. Putting more effort and be more serious in my study. Welll, it's my 3rd year now, i.e, final year!!! gotta die if i won't do well this time round =.=
4. Doing something new, something more active

Wouldn't dare to make so many resolutions though, as they are normally unattainable =.=

I sing praises to Your Name, oh Lord
Praises to Your Name, oh Lord
For Your Name is great, and greatly to be praised
I sing praises to Your Name, oh Lord
Praises to Your Name, oh Lord
For Your Name is great, and greatly to be praised

I sing praises to Your Name, oh Lord
Praises to Your Name, oh Lord
For Your Name is great, and greatly to be praised
I sing praises to Your Name, oh Lord
Praises to Your Name, oh Lord
For Your Name is great, and greatly to be praised

I give glory to Your Name, oh Lord
Glory to Your Name, oh Lord
For Your Name is great, and greatly to be praised
I give glory to Your Name, oh Lord
Glory to Your Name, oh Lord
For Your Name is great, and greatly to be praised

I give glory to Your Name, oh Lord
Glory to Your Name, oh Lord
For Your Name is great, and greatly to be praised
I give glory to Your Name, oh Lord
Glory to Your Name, oh Lord
For Your Name is great, and greatly to be praised

I'm glad that i've decided 2 attend congre meeting today. Thanx God for all the words u've spoken to me.

I always thought that I'm good at self study and that I'll be able to grow even in isolation. But it seems that I was wrong. So Lord, please help me to be more open, at least able to speak out to more people, and that i'll be able to pray out loud 2 the ones I care and love so much.

Thank you so much that i've been able to make new friends today, too. Eventhough i've seen them so often everytime i went church, but it's my first time actually talking to them. The only problem is that I can't remember there name =.= shit, I feel so bad since I wasn't really that attentive when they introduced themselves to me :( somemore I can't really actually pray 4 them and feel myself like a sucker =.= Haiz.. seems that I'll have lot of things to work on.

And I'll receive my cactus T- shirt tmr, yay X-D I've been wondering how 2 get that T- shirt for so long, lol

I feel good today... at least i've been so guai trying 2 tidy up my room, washed all my clothes (finally) and did study a little bit earlier on. Things went quite well until i had my pizza as dinner and tried 2 open the soft drink, and then the stupid bottle bursted :( now the liquid r all ever the place, worst of all the laptop was also enjoying free coke and everywhere is so bloody sticky =.= aiya hopefully the ants won't come up and freeload in my room =.=

Thank people for everything and all the gifts that you all gave me. I felt so bad i've never really given anything back... The main reason is not because I'm broke but I dun know what to buy lah... really... I'm not a creative person who's able to think of some awesome stuffs 4 people and create such special moments, eventhough i always dream 2 do so... I'm sorry people, pls don't think that I'm stingy or anything, it's just that my brain is too sotong i really cannot squeeze anything out of it... next time give me a wishlist if u can T_T

WL ah I'm very stressed now... i know it's for our all good and I can see that our group seems 2 falling apart... but pls dun keep pushing me like this!!! I'm still a newbie who prefer 2 walk slowly and learn on her own 1st. I just feel unconfortable and tired. I got bugged with the feeling of being forced 2 do things against my own will despite knowing that it is just because of my own benefit. But give me some time, ok. Just long enough for me to be accustomed with stuffs and the network people. I'll try my best 2 learn faster and not 2 be so left behind... at least i know i'm trying my best and not giving up...

At least I know I'll never give up on God as he also never gives up on me.

And pls dun b so worried and stressed out. I feel sad too, seeing u like this. But I'm sure things will turn out better and sunnier :) God won't let us down one, he'll pick us up when the time is right :) so juz wait calmly, ok ^^

Hehe got this mountain of snacks after i went church last sunday... haven't been able 2 finish them all, though =.=

Hey Sh Lin, thanx u so much 4 your xmas present ^^ i've been drooling over the book 4 very long liao ^^ thanx u so much, thanx u, thanx u ^^ hav a safe trip home, k :) i'll try 2 manage seeing u off tmr...

Yay holidays r coming ^^ xmas ^^ chinese new yr ^^ sad... i jus wish that my whole family could go hongkong 2gether, though T__T wth how come now recession so ppl still wanna go travel one T___T

Feeling like doing something to the blog now... i start 2 get annoyed by the skin... and is it that my computer screen is so big i just feel that everything is being stretched and it looks so ugly T.T

My Prince of Peace, I love you with all my heart... my life is in your hands, and I'll follow wherever you lead me to and do whatever you want me to do. So please always be by my side, okay :) always be with me forever, okay ^^

Btw your bdea's coming soon I'll say early "Happy Birthday" ok... coz i probably won't go online that often during Xmas days ^^

*smuaks*

Got this cute baby Pooh frm the arcade in PS ytd... 1st time in my life being sucessful in this =.= i always thought those arcade claw machines r all cheating one =.=

Today is a bad bad day!!!! i was trying 2 trim my eyebrows and ended up a bit too overshaved T___T now one side is gone by half liao T___T arrgg...now i pray hard that they could grow back as fast as possible... now i hav to use my hair bangs 2 cover the eyebrows... but my hair bangs 2 long already.... just afraid that later ppl will think i'm an emo freak or something T___T and really dun hav the guts 2 go cut hair =.= may be i shld try wearing hats =.=

Now i'm bloody scared of windy days... feel like gluing my hair 2 the eyebrows T__T

And now I've been addicted 2 Gossip Girl, apparently,..

I've been taken those pics quite long time ago... but was too busy to upload them, plus the fact that my singtel BB has becomes worse and worse =.= luckily it isn't that bad in the morning...

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Thanx God for being good to me... Thanx for helping me through my study, I think I did really well on the exams this time, and the JLPT also ^^ i heard frm Hrshin that the JLPT will be held twice a yr starting frm next yr... hopefully it will be so in S'pore... お神様、本当にありがとうございます。

I've been having good times wiz my friends, too... hav been hanging out a lot, especially during exams period =.=

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Going back next wk, 2... yay ^^ hopefully i'll be able 2 help mom rescue those lost files (Danm U Xn, went and format the whole HDD, WTF).. or at least a bit also can... poor mommy now has 2 type everything all over again T__T

It’s really my labour day today… woke up at 12nn and then started 2 tidy my room until now… yeah, it’s 6 hrs of hard work and now I feel like collapsing =.= haven’t finished, though… my desk still has a mountain of garbage that nid 2 be sorted out =.= Moved my food supply (lol, now i got influenced by Btip XD) to a better place... at least reachable... so that i dun stuff my food there and wait until expired liao then throw all away =.= now I realize how many things I hav… the 80/20 rule applied here also… out of 100% things I owned, only 20% r usable… the rest is just simply rubbish …expensive rubbish… not sure whether later still hav energy 2 go 4 aikido or not…

Haiz, today is definately not a productive day at all... the magnets i bought nvr work!!! the glue gun also T___T some more i only did a bit of the JLPT pass yrs' exam paper and then started wandering ard the internet until midnite =.= i broke one of the stikfas also... and can't take any pose at all, execept 4 this one....

Bought Sun Quan Gundam while going out wiz Ylnda 2day... haha i was looking 4 Sun Ce actually... but nvm, this one is quite nice also ^^ not sure whether shld assemble 2day or not... my b i abuse my hands 2 much liao... feel like they r protesting and dun let me do anything at all...

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I really wanna go Egypt lor... but dunno how to ask daddy... told my sis and then she said it's not a good idea going there, since there was a protest in Cairo a few mths ago... chey... who cares... told Btip she also said it's weird going there 4 new yr =.= my mom no nid 2 ask already... definately says no one... then my dad also.... i'm scared asked liao later kana scolded =.=

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Waaah i can't take it any longer... no battery already =.= i'll juz leave anything 2 tmr... really no energy already...

Taking some pics while waiting for my noodles... my fingers r all swollen after few hours assembling all these stikfas =.= i can't believe i hav bought 10 of them =.= haha throwing almost all my allowances into this....

Sticking the pink girl to the chair is really such a pain is the ass... she can't sit for so long... may b it's me who hav the problem... no strength 2 press the blutack already =.= now my fingers r so pain i can't even type properly =.= now squeezing out the ketchup also cannot .... This pis is quite good, actually.. i'm hardly able 2 see the blutack under their feet at all :)

The camera is good ^^ i like it ^^ hahaha juz look at the pics taken by my hp and this ... i felt no regret splurging my saving money into the camera at all :) still hav 2 go back challenger again tmr, though... they gave a box of memory card but it's actually empty... the card is no where 2 be found... hopefully i'll be able 2 take the card by tmr =.=

One last shot before saying sayonara to my handphone's pathetic camera function... yay i bought a new camera 2day, finally XD and spent some more money on the stikfas =.= really went crazy over them =.= hopefully i can keep my hobby long...

Another powerful sermon 2day and i have the feeling that i'm much more stronger now, that i can not only do things but also be more calm when disaster strikes (not sure abt this but hopefully it won't happen 4 me 2 test =.= )

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Mom updated her blog 2day... dunno wad happen btw them again... why she always wrote things so depressing like that... God, I just pray that there's nothing wrong between my parents :( i dun wanna see them argue or any cold war happen anymore... i'm just too tired to deal with all that =.=

Sry Lord, sry dad& mom... u all give me so much and wad i did was letting u all down... i nvr tried 2 do my best our bother 2 put any effort eventhough u provided me the best environment and tried 2 fulfil all my demands... i'm sorry i'll try harder next time...

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Well actually my exam wasn't that bad, or so, i think... but i felt so down after handing in the paper.. i know i could do so much better if i study... i never expected the exams could be that easy, for all 3 subjects... it's all in my notes, wiz answers some more... looking at the exams questions made me feel anything else but familiarity T___T i could get straight A for all the 3 but in the end wad i produced was just a piece of shit... and now i juz pray for passing all the subjects =.=

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Wondering ard suntec city after exam... and i bought that Nike bag, finally... and now Btip & me having the same bag ^^ bought a few stikfas again... dunno why i'm so into these toys even though i dun know wad 2 do wiz them =.=

Going 2 the IT fair tmr after church... hopefully i can find the right camera for myself...

Yay, juz finished accounting paper 2day... only hav one more left 2 go ^^ thanx god that i was able 2 do quite well 4 the exam 2day... still hav 2 bullshit in the theory part, though.. but the computation ones were good!! there was a few tricky questions, though... hopefully i'll get it right...

Haven't eaten in school 4 so long.. until 2day.. i ordered kimchi pork, and my stupid earphone went right inside the dish =.= and now my earphones got dual function... can smell kimchi pork while listening 2 music =.= shit... my 50 bucks earphones =.=

Haiz.. hav 2 fighting 4 ADT =.= this subject is killing, man... poor my stupid little brain... dunno whether can still squeeze anything else inside or not =.=

Wah 2day training was really danm shiok ^^ i'm the only junior there ^^ if only every training also like dat then i dun nid 2 MIA liao :"> noticed that Rchrd sensei got wear chain 2day ^^ hehe the necklace really looks so cute on him ^^ one cute little cross pendant ^^ lol while i'm so small wearing such a big cross... XD lol seeing such a small thing can also make me this happy ^^ this is really a happy season ♪

Thank God for always be here 4 me.. I know u r wiz me everywhere i go, and i can really sense your present... but y u never came 2 my exam hall T_____T the things i studied so hard nvr came out ☠ but it's okay, i know it's 4 my all good, i juz nid 2 put more effort & try 2 concentrate on my study... feel danm lazy recently =.= dunno how ppl can study 4 few hours without any break one... i really admire those library campers... sticking on the chairs 4 so long nvr feel tired or wad... i can also sit 4 few hrs, though.. if the things in front of me is the computer, instead of those freaking school notes...

Haiz... tmr really hav 2 b more serious... only 1 day left 4 the next paper... and my brain is so empty :( arggggggg T____T

♥ Happy birthday daddy, I love you ♥ !!!!

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phew,,, finished taxation paper 2day... feel like dying... if only i was be more serious wiz my study.. then i could do so much better liao... anway... at least i still have the feeling that i won't fail this one... better be more serious next time =.=

ytd sermon really touched me a lot.. especially when i feel so down recently... i'm still think that i'm a turkey, though.. i know i always do not- so- excellent stuff... but it's so difficult doing think u dun like 2 do =( i've never been so fond of studying :( not that i hate 2 study... but why sitting on the table reading textbooks is so difficult... why concentrating is so difficult T____T

aiya still hav 2 more subjects 2 go... 加油~~~ 加油 =.=

Got quite sastified wiz myself 2day ^^ hehe, at least i did study for awhile, and made some progress, though not sure whether can pass or not =.=

Still haven't figured out how 2 do TPF calculate questions... well, serve me right... went 2 class also nvr listened =.= anyway, tmr hav 2 camp inside the mcdonald again, i guess T___T

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Didn't know that Frdy Sensei also got facebook until ytd... so cool ^^ may b i shld create one 4 daddy also ^^

Spending so much effort juz to realize how lousy I am, that I'm nothing beside being a good loser. I'm suck at everything I do, anytime, everywhere i go, in every aspect of my life...

Yes it's me, always get depressed easily over some small little matters...

How empty my soul needs to be, in order to receive your wisdom, Lord?? Until when then i'll be able 2 see clearly things that i'm supposed to see?

Yay, let's say hello 2 our newest family member- Koala chan!!! ^^

Thanx god that 2nite was so much fun... the auntie in our Aikido class came back frm Australia & gave me this cute plush koala ^^ i sweated a lot & slammed a lot, too ^^ wish that everyday would also be interesting & fun like this... looking 4ward 2 the aikido seminar tmr also :)

Aiyo I think i'm enjoying life too much leh... nvr study :( tmr is another busy day, too... going 2 the airport 2 send benny off... then rush back Bkt Batok 4 the seminar... reach home also ard 12 already T__T shit... dunno y this time exam dates r so close one, normally one subject per week, now everything is cramped into 1 wk T___T really dunno whether this term i can survive or not... dunno how other ppl study... dunno why my study is alwasy so struggling :( degree only already so difficult... dunno whether can graduate or not, let alone doing master course T___T i feel so scared, really dunno where and wad i'll be next yr...

God... y i was born like this... i wanna be sucessful like other ppl also...i'm also fully aware that knowledge is the only key... well, i do care abt my study... but y my brain seems not 2 be made 4 all these stuffs... i can be so concentrated on enjoying life... can spend whole 2 play one stupid game but can't spare 10 mins 4 my study.. i can't focus at all T__T dunno where 2 start also T___T now i see my own school notes also dun understand wad the hell i was writing abt =.= Doraemon, where r u?! :(

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omg dunno y my face has too many pimples... is there any machine that can painlessly suck all the pimples out of ur face without turn it unto some bloody moon-ish surface???

谁 能 告 诉 我 , 有 没 有 这 样 的 笔
能 画 出 一 双 双 不 流 泪 的 眼 睛
留 得 住 世 上 一 纵 既 逝 的 光 阴
能 让 所 有 美 丽 从 此 也 不 再 凋 零

如 果 是 这 样 , 我 可 以 安 慰 自 己
在 没 有 你 的 夜 里 , 能 画 出 一 线 光 明
留 得 住 快 乐 , 全 部 都 送 去 给 你
苦 涩 的 味 道 变 得 甜 蜜

从 此 也 不 用 分 开 , 相 爱 的 天 和 地
还 能 在 冬 雨 天 空 月 亮 太 阳 再 相 遇
生 命 中 只 要 有 你 , 什 么 都 变 得 可 以
让 所 有 流 星 随 时 都 相 遇

从 此 在 人 世 上 演 没 有 无 奈 和 分 离
我 不 用 睁 着 眼 睛 看 你 远 走 的 背 影
没 有 变 幻 的 青 春 , 没 有 失 落 的 爱 情
所 有 承 诺 永 恒 得 像 星 星

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少年包青天's Ending soundtrack... I was looking for 邓超 & 纪敏佳 version, actually... and now I'm so addicted 2 the series =.=

Being back S'pore again... sad... no more holiday, no more family outing, no more 少年包青天 arrrgg... danm u those video shops, dun let me buy the series :( nvr bother 2 restock then said bcoz the drama is too lousy to keep.. waleowww >"<

Exams' coming soon but i'm still happily planning 2 go out... plan until my schedule book got no space :( but Bny will b flying off for 2 mths, so hav 2 spend more time wiz her, hehe.
Went out wiz Bny & her Indonesian friends tonite.. Orchard Rd is always so nice during xmas time....

Walao I can not stand my hp already =.= the xmas tree looks so nice now become like shit T___T taking picture using this lame hp juz make me so wanna buy a new camera...

God i juz pray that under the xmas there's a camera for me :P but actually i would prefer my exams wiz flying colours, lol. May b i shld camp @ some coffee shop tmr... really can't study in this environment... food lying everywhere... new dramas on the shelf.... laptop full of GAMES!!! omg T____T dunno why my life is always full of exams and those stressing situations T____T why last few days b4 exams r so stressful ???!! now i really wish Doraemon would show up somewhere in my drawer =.=

No internet in my room at the moment… but that won’t stop me frm blogging ^^ well, I guess I’ll juz hav 2 type on MSword 1st… man, I really hav a mood 2 write 2day…

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Went 2 the beach wiz my parents today.. thanx god we had a fun and safe trip, despite the fact that my dad didn’t seems like he was enjoying it… daddy said he felt empty… wth was that? U felt in love wiz that woman already ah? Like hell I would allow that…

During the trip I came 2 daddy and juz bluntly poured out everything that I’ve bugged me recently.. abt how that woman, how he behaved recently… I think I hurt him a lot :( oh god…y am I always so straight forward… disrespected say things that I’m not supposed 2 say, some more at the wrong time… it’s not really a bad thing, though… we argued for quite long, and I juz realized how knowledgeable he is… daddy, I’m so sorry, I won’t talk like that 2 u any more :( 爸爸啊，我知道这样说真没礼貌…可是我只要一心一意保卫我们家庭，对不起你 :(

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The trip was damn short coz I’m addicted 2 some Chinese drama so called 少年包青天 III …. Hav 2 rush back quickly for the drama... Aired daily at 8pm… 45 episodes… something really can’t miss since the day I knew it… so now my precious supposed-to-be shopping & outing time kana devoted 2 the drama :( wish that I could buy the whole set outside… heard they got sell in poh kim or ts also.. but it’s bloody expensive some more I dun really like Chinese audio wiz English subs.. Vietnamese dubbing is must more nicer :-P

Juz received some email frm my auditing lecturer, too… I like him a lot ^^ so cute and yet so strict :( hopefully I can pass auditing… and all other subjects… wiz flying colors is some miracle things that a mere lazy idiot like me dare not 2 dream of :( but I daydreamed abt that a lot, though XD

Well, everything I need 2 do is putting all effort 2 fight… and pray hard that miracle may happen :-P

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「Sims 2 snapshot caption: juz try 2 show your ass up again, and i'll punch u until your mother can't recognize, u expert homebreaker and your lovely annoying gang!!!」

Yay it's my love for milk tea again... feel like i'm help those companies advertising 4 free =.=

2day is also a normal day, as usual... i still feeling like blogging, though... went ard suntec 2day and i got me some new toys ^^ lol.. i felt like 8 yrs old... yes, i luv toys that can help me create weird photos... And i juz want a new camera so much :( like Sony T700 or something... awwww... daddy sure gets pissed again if i go & ask him for one :(

...monday fly already now still can sit here typing nonsense stuffs.. i juz find myself really unbelievably slack XD

May b i'll juz stop typing and do something wiz the keyboard... seems that something got stuck between the "g" and "h" buttons.... now i have difficulty typing the word "HANG" lol...

walao~~ feel like dying today... i dun expect aikido class on thurs would be very fun or something, coz normally it'd focus more on basic... but woa... 2day i really cannot take it... kana stuck wiz that guy again... come on lah, u used force of coz can win me one, i'm a girl wad.. kept whacking me like no tmr... then some more knocked the whole elbow 2 my eyes.... luckily i'm flying back soon... if not dunno can tahan 4 how long.... after training we had drinks and hanging out as usually... then kstn drove me home again... i felt relief that at least i had ppl to talk to... if not i'll juz cursing the guy all the way till i back home.. then continue 2 curse him on the internet.... ew... i know i'm not supposed 2 curse ppl... but i'm really pissed 2day... anyway.. i dun think he really knew y i so fed up wiz him... so it's like, one-way hatred =P

May b i'll should go watching ms. Kim's rich story now... omg, the show is so hillarious, i juz can't stop laughing X-D

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... I didn't know zooming in pics taken frm my hp could be such a pain in the ass.... I know complaining won't get me anything but WTH do u think, nokia??? such a nice hp wiz nice features and everything plus a lousy camera??? walao... the guy who came out wiz this N81 model must be missing some screws inside his brain =.=

Oh god.. dunno y i'm so addicted 2 this tea now... i hav 2 admit it's quite nice, though, at least it worked quite well as my instant resort while dying over those real bubble milk tea... now no energy 2 run all the way 2 china town or parkway for some good Koi milk tea already =.=

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今晩は楽しいかった。。。リチャード先生と練習してもらったのは超最高だよ ＾＾ Well, if u like the lecturers, u probably looking 4ward 2 going for that class... and so do i.. but i'm kind of an invisible girl.. normally not much ppl care abt me one, or even know abt my existence.. that's y it's such a specially feeling when somebody u respect so much shows that they care 4 u ^^ thanx god that i found Kpg Glm cc ♪

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Haiz...　私は日本語が本当lousyだ。。。何も書けない :( anyway... i'm better be more worried abt my coming exams... Auditing, taxation, accounting.... oh god... they r driving me crazy :'( anyway... i've used up all my money... dunno how 2 survive until monday... some more bny's birthday is coming... ARGGG.. i just really dunno how 2 finance myself X-(

Dunno why i'm so tired today... may be i slept too much already.. haha.... sleep until forgot 2 it already....

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After service my cell& I celebrate Sam's bdea... everybody prayed 4 her except me... i felt so bad but dunno wad 2 do wiz it... when my turn came, i juz stuck there, like there was glue sticking in mounth or something... eventhough i have so many things 2 say but HELL!!! i juz can't pray out loud, especially in front of ppl... now i know y ppl always see me as some retarded idiot... nvm.. juz let them think whatever they like... i dun care... or perhaps i'm juz really stupid...

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Arg.... my JLPT how???? it's only more than a month away and I still haven't found my old textbooks... let along doing revision T___T some more the test's just right after my school exams... the school exams one even worst... 3 subjects to go... i can sense another nightmare coming very soon...

Funny stuffs i saw while surfing the internet...

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1.) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave.

2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years

3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or my space

4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV

6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.

7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.

8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.

9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.

10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.

11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.

12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did

Trying out new templates here and there .... juz realize i'm not that good at computer stuffs... especially those internet things... struggling for so long =.= Screwed up the hit counter again for the 100th times =.= I think there's something wrong wiz my comp... or at least wiz the mouse.. sometime i keep clicking at the thing and it's not respond at all :(

Yay, my holiday's starting frm today ^^ exam's coming at the end of next month... but nvm... it's NEXT MONTH, anyway :-P

It's time 2 plan on enjoying life 1st :-P should i go vivo tmr??? haven't been there 4 so long... but go there sure spend money like siao again =.= I juz can't control myself... god... somemore i'm studying accounting& finance :-(

Well, I'm a big fat spending machine after all.....

Oh god.. i wanted this for so long but only got the gut 2 buy it yesterday ^^ so cute, my Zhaoyun gundam ^^

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Yay the project thingy's over ...thanx god that we did quite well that day... at least better than other groups, haha... my nightmare's over... at least temporarily...

Still have afternoon class later.... aiyo i'm so lazy 2 go :(

I was trying 2 make a new pose, and then there was one small pop... and everything was just falling apart... NOOOOOO!!! my manikin's 3 days old only leh!!!! my hands r so gently i can't juz break it by myself right!!! omg... tmr hav 2 go 2 the shop & complain... I hope they'll replace me wiz a new one... Lord.. i'm sorry, i won't waste time playing wiz that stupid manikin anymore... i'll be more concentrate on my assignment lord... please bless me and the manikin :( pls make the shop replace this wiz a new one lord... i've spent too much money this week, i can't afford to throw this away and.. and... purchase a new one any more T_____T

Shepherd of my soul, I give You full control
Wherever You may lead I will follow
I have made the choice to listen for Your voice
Wherever You may lead I will go

Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide

Shepherd of my soul, I give You full control
Wherever You may lead I will follow
I have made the choice to listen for Your voice
Wherever You may lead I will go

Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide

Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide
Shepherd of my soul will be my guide

God... i'm so stressed now :( the assignment deadline is coming danm soon, yet i can't concentrate T____T for the whole essay i juz wrote like 200 words only leh... no idea comes out :(

Hopefully tmr ideas can pop out... 2day too tired 2 write anything already :'( still have 2 print the brochure :( still have auditing homework also... ARGGGGGG!!!! the tasks piled up until they all burried me laio.. still can not concentrate at all :( will i'm so calm seeing myself dying like this ????

.:omg i'm so in love wiz the manikin.. lol...

Holiday's over, back 2 hell again... dunno y i feel so depressed everytime being back s'pore... hav 2 worry abt so many thing, hav 2 see waaaay too many weirdos and annoying ppl, struggling wiz study... i feel so tired and empty.. God, wad can i do wiz my life, i keep on thinking abt ideas and stuffs yet the only thing i do when reaching this country is sitting idly surfing internet.. knowing that i won't gain anything while sticking my eyes 2 the screen, yet i can't do anything...

Shit, wad 2 do wiz my assignment... haven't touched anything yet... but i no mood 2 write at all... awwww :(

Why my internet always like shit :( this singtel BB at 1st seems better than the M1, but now they r both the same, as slow as ever!!! juz the same old annoying-and-lousy-dial-up with the new name: broadband on mobile... 2Mbps your head...

Haven't posted anything for so long.. basically i also dun really hav much 2 talk abt. many mixture feelings, though.

Wonderin' why i'm so stressful abt my study recently... may be coz i study so much yet no significant improvement shown. nvm.. slowly study lor =.=

Bought warrior orochi 2 yesterday.. ps2 version... jap... wth.. i think it's the shop that got something wrong lor.. they came out wiz pc version already wad? and i'm even worse, always stick to that shop =.=

haiz... done so many things for my sis yet she shows no gratitude... and now she dun care me at all, keeps on talking 2 her friends via internet :( may be our relatioship is not that good anymore :(

Yay I'm back vietnam, finally ^^ daddy's still on business trip, though =.= going out wiz Kira later... hope that he'll like the necklace... but more importantly, God, pls make it become sunny again.. just for a few hour, Lord.. coz i cant cycle under da rain T___T

...Haven't seen Ben at all... dunno how 2 give her a balloon =.=

Anyway... hopefully the rain will stop soon...

Yay~~ I'm on holiday start frm today XD... go 4 lunch wiz Tn later... God, pls give me the wisdom & confident so that i'll say the right thing and won't turn 2 jelly when i see him =.= I'm so scared T____T I pray that i'll give him a good impression also... and more importantly, i juz pray that i wont embarass my dad, Lord.

Going 4 aikido later in the evening... hopefully the class will be as fun as the tuesday one... yeah, i love slamming XD

Shld i interview Kstn also? he's quite young also, compare 2 normal manager :-\ Well, Lord, you are the ~Shepherd of my soul, I give you full control, Wherever You may lead I will follow~ XD

Wondering whether i hav time 2 Suntec buy things 4 my sis & Kira or not :-?

Anyway... the internet now is much more better than the M1 ^^ haven't got disconnected once.. can watch youtube also ^^ the only problem now is it take bloody long to download 1 file.. dunno why =.=

~I hope the interview can go smoothly~

Went 2 M1& cancelled the contract 2day... the lady said i'll get back my deposit within 3 mths.. WTH... then went 2 singtel 2 sign up 4 the mobile broad band.. then went 4 dinner wiz Bny @ central.. the food is quite nice, but the drink sux =.= Almond milk tea wiz the plastic smell again =.=

So i'm starting 2 use Singtel BB frm today.. hopefully it'll be better than the M1... this one seems much faster and more stable than the M1...

Seeing Tn for lunch tmr.. God, I pray that I can talk 2 him nicely.. I pray that I won't say anything weird =.= pls bless me, i'm so kanchong T____T

Juz went back frm dinner wiz MQ.. i still can't bring myself 2 tell her abt the handphone things =.= i know i'm losing but i'm okay wiz it, why?

Feel like staying in bed 4ever.. my schoolwork now is as high as a mountain yet i hav no mood 2 study at all T___T wad happen 2 me recently? i've been so on for the past few weeks and now i turn out completely different.. been so moody and keep thinking abt devil things... Lord, please u help me fix my brain T___T

Yay, everything's over, finally... i've done quite well for the choir... just a little bit wrong here and there, but nvm :P

God, i really dunno wad 2 do with that MQ girl. I helped her so much without thinking abt receiving anything back, and why does she do this to me?

Well, she keeps on mouthing abt how she appreaciate me, how she wanna be like me, and asking me for help, and borrow my phone, and lose it, and then ask me for some more money... she did realize that she's lost my phone, but nvr spoke abt that, her mom knew abt it, and decided to give me some amount as paying back 4 my phone, and now that girl wanna take the money back... WTF... even though the phone is not worth it.. the money also not say a lot or wad.. but it's still money rite? my dad works his ass up to make the money, 2 buy me the phone, 4 me 2 lend you and you juz simply said you've lost it then end the story, what the hell is it? you think i'm idiot or wad? i dun need you tell me how much you respect me and craps.. your actions are already so contradict...

Lord, wad can i do with the girl? i guess i'll just tell her everything and then end the relationship... dunno why she turn out 2 be like that

haiz... i'm so vexed =.=

These posts below are the songs i'm going 2 do during choir... lord, i pray that i don't mess up anything, i'm so kanchong now T_____T

And more important, i hope that i'll wake up on time, quickly run 2 btip 2 ask her help me wiz the make up thingy

Lord, please help me 2 coordinate with the dancing stuffs also T___T i'm so scared T___T

This is how i know what love is
this is how i know i'm free
this is how i know salvation
Jesus came and died for me

This is why i come to worship
this is why i lift my hands
this is why i now surrender
everything i am

Because of Your love,
there is dancing in my heart
because Your grace, i am free
because of Your faithfulness
there's a song that must be sung
and i will sing, i will sing because of You

This is why there's joy within me
This is why my spirit sings
Jesus You're my great adventure
You're my everything

Because of Your love,
there is dancing in my heart
because Your grace, i am free
because of Your faithfulness
there's a song that must be sung
and i will sing, i will sing because of You

You came to save the world,
to save the world, to save the world...

Your love can change the world
Can change the world, can change the world...

Because of Your love,
there is dancing in my heart
because Your grace, i am free
because of Your faithfulness
there's a song that must be sung
and i will sing, i will sing because of You
I will dance, i will dance because of You

I will dance, i will dance because of You

Another tiring week just passed... helping ALn moving hse todea.. not so tired coz i just had to carry a small little suitcase... we had lunch 2gether and i told him i'm a Christian, finally... Dunno what the fear inside me is abt, but i always dun dare 2 tell him, eventhough i respect him a lot, may be becoz he's a Catholic :-\ is it that bad meh? I mean we both are children of God, and it's just that we are raised in different community... anyway.. i'm really happy that i have another friend that I can talk 2, abt my spiritual life

Yesterday went out wiz btip & rth 2 watch Mama Mia.. the movie is so nice... haven't listened 2 ABBA songs 4 so long.. nice songs plus the main casts are so cute XD but dunno wad the other 2 think abt the movie.. they jus kept talking.. i got annoyed sometime :( not get used 2 musical movie i think :(

The Choir tmr... how??? God, I'm so scared.. wad can i do T___T I can't coordinate with ppl.. then i totally forgot all the moves they taught already... ewww... then now i really dunno how 2 ask... i really hate it when ppl talk 2 me thinking they are superior than me...

Anyway... going 2 eat wiz benny later... not sure whether i shld buy new eaphones or not... i spent so much money this month !!!!! daddy, please forgive me T______T

Such a tiring day today... headache morning class.. project group meeting with wierdos during lunch... sleepy afternoon lecturer.. choir rehearsal in the evening... i feel like dying today =.= anyway, went 2 china town wiz btip 2 buy the koi milk tea again... the milk tea is really nice XD but then got stomachache later on... and the runs T___T dunno why :(

It was danm irritating this afternoon... listenin' 2 tler talking nonsense... seeing ppl aren't so productive pissed me off... God, you teach me abt humility, and patient.. but i seriously couldn't stand those ppl... please lah, say only when you know clearly what it mean and is it useful or not.. don't keep on talking rubbish and wait ppl's time like that lah.. perhaps i really need to learn more abt being humble and patient...

Feel so tired and headach.. may be i shld take a shower then go sleep early bah.. tmr go 4 movie wiz btip & rth... Mama Mia!!! yay ~~~ do make up somemore ^^

昨日は最高だった。。Lord, I thank you for answering my prayer. Thank you for helping me get along well with my group, for giving me the wisdom that i can think of something useful for our project.

I really didn't expect that I can say so many things during our project group meeting.. hopefully I can still perform well and be useful for the group.. the aikido class yesterday was really enjoyable, too.. we had a nice chatting after training and kston drove me home again ^^

Had a nice chat with my landlady after went home also... oh God, thank u so much for helping me ^^ my hse owner said she wanna give my parents something ^^ at least now our relationship has become better... yay XD

Ended up playing game till 4am =.= but at least i dun feel so blur today :) went 2 buy a few books this afternoon... found a book with a really cool title "God is my CEO", which made me quickly put it into my basket without thinking twice XD

Have 2 spend more time on reading now... i've gone 2 deep 2 the games world and pampered myself too much lately =.=

Tmr have full day class again T____T choir rehearsal at night somemore =.= hopefully everything will go smoothly...

awww i think i've burned the dvd player's adaptor..this morning i plugged in then there was a small pop, and the electricity was cut off.. so scary =.=

i kept coming class late... eventhough i try very hard 2 wake up early and stuffs... today late for half an hour...

not sure whether i can tahan Tler or not.. during break time Btip said something abt Pying doesn't like him, then the guy got misunderstood and start 2 become very weird =.= oh god.. and now i'm in the same group with him T____T

later hav 2 go deliver things 2 Ln... he's so annoying asking me go all the way 2 his house and give things 2 him =.= and me, knowing that it's annoying, still willing 2 help =.= haiz... dunno wad's wrong wiz me =.=

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..late for cell meeting again =.= actually i'm a bit lazy 2 go also, haha. after church went buy *things* and had dinner wiz btip.. haiz, $100 gone =.= this month i really spend a lot, dunno how 2 tell daddy :(

Went 2 esplanade after that & meet up wiz my ex-hostel-mates..tonight the esplanade really got a lot of ppl carrying latterns.. i also want :( ...we walked around and had mooncakes together. while eating we found this cat, wiz i feel really adorable XD



I kept feeding the cat and bny got so fed up... she hates animals :(

haiz tmr have class again =.= i feel so lazy,... recently dun really have rest at all... wanna play games also dun have time T_____T buy dramas so many also haven't even open the box yet... god, why i'm so busy T_______T

anyway, recently i feel like asking Pying out for dinner or something, then can know more abt her.. but it's just a thinking, and i dun really wanna put in action at all.. then today senior pastor talked abt boldness, then Btip also told me that it might be god's msg, to be frien wiz Pying or something... but it seems so difficult =.= i feel sorry n worry abt Pying also, but she's so difficult 2 talk to :(

Anyway there's nothing 2 worry abt, coz if God really wants me 2 help her, then he'll sure show me the way one, and i'll juz follow anywhere he may lead ^^ wad i nid now is a nice shower and jump 2 bed, haha ^^

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yay, juz finished the test this morning.. finanlly can play games till i die without feeling guity =.=

not sure whether should go celebrate da mid-autumn fest. or not... feel so lazy, plus i dun really wanna go out wiz everybody.. not say i'm very close to them or wad.. hell, Slin bought 1 cake for me only.. i thought 4!!! o.O she said 4 wad o.0 then I already promised Ln 2 give him 3 leh!!! haiz...

tmr after church hav 2 go wiz btip 2 buy cosmetic... god.. y i hav 2 buy T____T not sure whether buy already then later now how 2 use or not

anyway... it's time 2 relax 1st ^^ i deserve 2 play game lah!!! installed warrior orochi 4 so long finally can play liao ^^

sims 2 ~~ devil may cry 4 ~~~ samurai warrior 2~~~ orochi warrior ~~ need 4 speed ~~~ dynasty warrior 6 ~~~ spore ~~~ walao!!! play until i die and reincarnate again also havent finished lor !!!! XD

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.:. another tiring day's juz gone by.. time passes so fast... supposed 2 hav lunch wiz btip& wling 2day but in the end wling nvr so up, so some funny really.. haha.. i'm glad that she was okay.. so in the end only me & btip eating @ jack's place.. the food's quite okay...we went 2 comics connection also... Spore came out liao!!!! how come when i no money then so many things come out one T___T

Having that boring Pms again.. kana chased by pying again T__T god, i really dunno how 2 reject her leh... nobody wants her in the group also.. haiz.. after class i went 2 china town buy koi bubble tea wiz btip ~~ so happy ~~ ^^

... juz went back frm mcdonald.. now i'm not sure whether can do the test tmr or not.. very low confident now...Dear Lord, i pray that u'll give me the confident, the strenght, the wisdom so that i can do well on my exam tmr. I'm really scared, lord T___T pls bless me that i'll make the right choices in the mcqs, lord...

well, too sleepy to type already.. will return tmr..

...may be i have 2 set 3 alarm clocks ba?

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