Spending so much effort juz to realize how lousy I am, that I'm nothing beside being a good loser. I'm suck at everything I do, anytime, everywhere i go, in every aspect of my life...

Yes it's me, always get depressed easily over some small little matters...

How empty my soul needs to be, in order to receive your wisdom, Lord?? Until when then i'll be able 2 see clearly things that i'm supposed to see?