I feel good today... at least i've been so guai trying 2 tidy up my room, washed all my clothes (finally) and did study a little bit earlier on. Things went quite well until i had my pizza as dinner and tried 2 open the soft drink, and then the stupid bottle bursted :( now the liquid r all ever the place, worst of all the laptop was also enjoying free coke and everywhere is so bloody sticky =.= aiya hopefully the ants won't come up and freeload in my room =.=

Thank people for everything and all the gifts that you all gave me. I felt so bad i've never really given anything back... The main reason is not because I'm broke but I dun know what to buy lah... really... I'm not a creative person who's able to think of some awesome stuffs 4 people and create such special moments, eventhough i always dream 2 do so... I'm sorry people, pls don't think that I'm stingy or anything, it's just that my brain is too sotong i really cannot squeeze anything out of it... next time give me a wishlist if u can T_T

WL ah I'm very stressed now... i know it's for our all good and I can see that our group seems 2 falling apart... but pls dun keep pushing me like this!!! I'm still a newbie who prefer 2 walk slowly and learn on her own 1st. I just feel unconfortable and tired. I got bugged with the feeling of being forced 2 do things against my own will despite knowing that it is just because of my own benefit. But give me some time, ok. Just long enough for me to be accustomed with stuffs and the network people. I'll try my best 2 learn faster and not 2 be so left behind... at least i know i'm trying my best and not giving up...

At least I know I'll never give up on God as he also never gives up on me.

And pls dun b so worried and stressed out. I feel sad too, seeing u like this. But I'm sure things will turn out better and sunnier :) God won't let us down one, he'll pick us up when the time is right :) so juz wait calmly, ok ^^