Juz went back frm dinner wiz MQ.. i still can't bring myself 2 tell her abt the handphone things =.= i know i'm losing but i'm okay wiz it, why?

Feel like staying in bed 4ever.. my schoolwork now is as high as a mountain yet i hav no mood 2 study at all T___T wad happen 2 me recently? i've been so on for the past few weeks and now i turn out completely different.. been so moody and keep thinking abt devil things... Lord, please u help me fix my brain T___T