01- 03- 2009
March 01,
2009
2009
Now as the encounter weekend's coming 2 an end, i didn't feel regret 4 coming at all, which was complete different frm wad i'm been thinking in the past few days. The feeling of being set free, being loved and protected by the Lord had somehow brought me out of depression and the fear i've been facing recently... And my mind has no longer flooded with all the negative thoughts.. At least at the moment...
The camp isn't bad, but i still have difficulties talking 2 ppl. So I'm here again, the playground in the salvation army's back yard.. not so many ppl come 2 this place, so i can relax here undisturbed.. i found myself getting attached to this place.. it's so quiet and peaceful.. only natural sounds can be heard, trees around... i have the feeling as if i belong here, yeah i really like nature, especially trees..
Haha it's not like i have to stay here any longer. I'll be home soon, yay~ finally, i can jump on my cozy bed and start playing computer again,.. haiz,, life really becomes so difficult and irritating without my computer.. yeah i'm computer addicted, but i dun care. Haven't been able 2 use computer for only 3 days and my fingers start getting itchy already.. luckily my handphone is still here with me so i can at least check my emails and do a bit of blogging.. Haven't blogged 4 quite sometimes.. yeah i've been busy recently with so many stuffs cramming at the same time.. and have been dealing with depression again, i kept getting worried abt my exams results, how on earth can the school mess up with my documents or wad am i going 2 do next, how can i survive during this final yr... anyway, worring won't make the situation any brighter.. may be i juz better start doing work and pray bah..
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