20- 02- 2009  

February 21,
2009


There's something abt Crumpler that I couln't stop drooling abt. And today i was again, doing things randomly. Yeah i went 2 Orchard 2 get the danm Crumplet backpack which costs $200 T__T and yeah, high price does go with good quality, which in my opinion, the bag can really last for years. Probably 5 years plus. So that's y i dun feel guilty at all, huh~ But at least I got study at home, today. At least I really sat on the chairs for like 2 hrs, which was miracle, since normally i can only concentrate for 10 to 20 minutes. Man, I'm really productive when I'm stressed and feel guilty. What a sad life. Why can i be juz like my sis, can stick to the stupid chair for hrs and only get her ass of once she completes her homework. If I only I can do the same.. then my life could be much more better already, but might be less colourful at the same time. Like my sister i think her life is really monochrome. At least my life is like 32-bit colour. I wish it could become 256-bit, though. Haha wad a computer freak i am. Nvm~ as i was born this way, hahaha...


Going for Aikido Seminar tmr and all the way till monday. God, hopefully it will be fun and i won't be stuck with some junior belts like last time. Well, I know so well it's a so wrong attitude, but I really can't teach them, and for sure they won't be able 2 learn anything frm me either, so why bother waste time? And if I kana stuck with them both parties are not gaining anything, but the fun really decreases by dunno how many monkey times... I come 2 seminar I hav 2 pay money also lah~~ This time it's the workshop abt Ken and Jo, which I really look forward. So I just pray that at least I will find some fun there, I need to relax and refresh my brain. Recently my mind's a bit clouded, with all the guilty feelings and the randomness that gives birth to all sorts whatsoever problems and stress I'm enjoying so far.

Arrrg~~~ I hope the coming weeks will be better, too. Or at least won't be so stressful like this T___T

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