My Life Is In You, Lord - FairHope Music
2009
God, my dad's getting paranoid. Up until now we can't forget about my uncle's tragic death. And then yesterday, another news came about one of my dad's childhood friend being passed away, perhaps have caused a huge damage to my dad's brain. He kept talking rubbish now and then, about how he'd want to be buried or something like i don't need to keep his picture because he doesn't think my children in the future would ever know who their grandad is. I mean, what the heck is that? I know my uncle and his friend passed away while they are still in their 50s, and my dad's at around the same age. But then what's the big deal? People are dying everywhere. It's just the older you get, the more people kicking the bucket you'll be able to see. Why my dad couldn't just stop making a big fuss out of it? God, i'm so tired of this... my uncle had passed away for two years and and my has been acting way for the whole time... what can i do now to earase that weird thinking of his ????