I know that I’m not alone, and never be. Knowing that I’m always filled with love and definitely not lacking of any material things. Then why there are times when there’s an emptiness that doesn’t stop creeping all over me? I wonder where it has gone, the normal joyful and sunny side off me. Or is it because of the weather that I’ve turned out totally gloomy? I’m not sure whether it’s because weather can effect a person’s emotion, or perhaps I’m turned somewhat sensitive out off sudden? But want thing I know for sure is that my mood swings badly during heaty days, heh.

And why am I so busy out of sudden? Recently there's a restless feeling that overwhelms me and I'm stuck =.= or am really I become that emo???

Heh, didn't really write anything for so long, since i'm not patient enough waiting for the page to load =.= can't keep blaming the internet 4ever, though.

What good is it, my brothers, if someone says he has faith but does not have works? Can that faith save him? If a brother or sister is poorly clothed and lacking in daily food, and one of you says to them, "Go in peace, be warmed and filled," without giving them the things that needed for the body, what good is that? So also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead.

Haven't really blogged for quite long.. i'm a bit lazy recently, since my works have been overloaded again. Thank God for helping me to find the school. I know i'll have tons of work to do if i want to get in that school. So please continue to help me, God. Give me your strength, your wisdom so that I'll be able 2 achieve my goal ~ using my brain in the way that will benefit your kingdom. And thank u so much for protecting me, and help me survive in school...

Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your Heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?

Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. For by it the people of old received their commendation. By faith we understand that the universe was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of things that are visible.

Recently I've been traveling nearly every month... Woot~

This is the pics frm my latest trip wiz dad& mom.. A mountainous city in Vietnam, Dalat.. no personal picture, though.. i hate showing my real face on the net.. juz to save my sorry soul frm any future trouble..

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We went to Laos and Thailand for Aikido seminar and demonstration on March 2009. I didn't manage to talk picture in Bangkok, though... coz we were too tired... and apparently too occupied wiz shopping xD

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Arg.. i'll b gone again in 5 days time... why does time pass so fast T___T still haven't really enjoyed my life yet ...hopefully i can fly back again 4 Yn's wedding.. not bcoz i like them or wad... i juz wanna spend more time wiz my family, haha... didn't know the aikido thing would b that expensive.. $450.. man.. that makes next month's expense shoot all the way to $1500 =.= either i won't eat or let daddy slowly kills me T__T